May 2011
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What have you wanted to do for years but haven't...
Become a trainee in entertainment company =D
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that word that @SakuraTear tell me “you missing something and that is you’re missing your reason for why are you (cont) http://tl.gd/amc6f8
Kyazarin Rion talk about confident,talent,skill and beauty to me.Reason and goal.And now I finally know why does singer eye sparkling everytime they sing/dance/rap.It because they’re really enjoying the goal they have reach and their eye reflect their memory and passion and reason.
I notice I been unconfident about myself very much..Even in MRT going home I don’t even looks up.I not been confident about my looks..While walking I walk very fast scaring other will looks at me.And by that I really forgot to slow down on my pace to see thing and feel thing around me..
that word that Kyazarin Rion tell me “you missing something and that is you’re missing your reason for why are you singing.” and that awake me..I really have forgotten.I have gone too far on my target. “Don’t worry you’re born with singing talent ” this word bring me back up again.She the only one that really be honest with me and encourage me at same...
after chatting with Kyazarin Rion..I found the young me..A young me which is just 10/11 year old been a innocent kid that love singing just for a purely reason just to let other hear my singing and make other happy with my singing.But as time goes by,I forgot my real reason for singing and now I found it back.I want to go back to the old me while still going after my goal.e.
How katherine which is my best friend in all of my...
katherine : you keep trying improving but the truth you didn't really had an reason why do you want katherine : sing you just enjoy it
angel : u mean reason or wat
angel : if u ask mi wat for i sing
katheine : because of that why aren't you improving was because your heart didn't realli had an reason to sing what you missing was your heart that why most of you song you sisn't really had emotion also you set you own voice target too high
angel : is coz i enjoy it
angel : and the passion is tat
angel : i wan to stand on a stage
angel : my voice is really low target alreay
katherine : you might not even know you already reach it but you set it higher again that why to you yourself you didn't get the target you wanted
angel : normal target i cnt even rech
rch*
okay wait ar
ok
this gal
u think her singing
is high target
or normal target
http: //www.youtube.com/user/yonaaLuvvzKpop4evaa?feature=mhum#p/u/0/cJmWLHpgIpw
coz i ownself hear my singing nt really nice
thn i hear her de i really shock
tat normal ppl nt singer yet
can sing till
tis good
tat y i think tat the normal target
thn i think mine is low target those type
i admit i was missing my heart
i cant feel my heart
i dunno y
katherine : that girl had an pretty voice but that is her voice not your everyone had their own standard of it even you wanted pass through it cn but it won't become the standard youw anted
that girl aso missing something
althrough her singing might be perfect
angel : ur meaning is everyone voice is unique one ?
katherine : yea
there are ppl who standard can't raise anymore just like me
angel : ya i admit mine and her vocal are different.both are unique.but her skill is way better thn mine
her strongness and her stableness in her singing
which is wat i cnt rch
coz of my voice
....
is not mature
i think i one of the standard cnt raise anymore.
idk the right matter to improve . i dun fel i had a heart .
katherine : why do we even had singer? singer aren't for beauty nor beauty voice singer is for those had an reason to sing and why they wanted sing it that why
but as time pass people forget about this kind of singer
you had an heart but you forget it
that heart for why are you singing
angel : now..i rbm my reason for singing is for wanting other to be happy..and in order for other to be happy hearing my voice..I must ownself be happy.
i wn both myself and other to be happy
i wan to feel the feeling of been on stage surrounding with vocal
katherine : i also forgeting why am i singing untill today my classmate ying ying making balloon for the child i ask her you like to make ballon for them ah
angel : i rbm all this for singing but than u noe
i felt that
there something blocking
my heart
it like it is stubborn
trying to get all this into it
katherine : and she said because is my job i wanted make them happy that why i'm an clown
then you just had to win over your stubborn just don't forget your heart
your heart is your emotion
angel : thanks kath .. now i at least rbm that for singing what I want to do and the real reason I want to sing is coz i wan both myslf and other to be happy with my vocal..
but how did i ever made other happy?
whenever I sing
other dun even care..
katherine : no really
angel : how am i suppose to win over my stubborn?I felt that my hearts is really weak and my stubborn is really strong in my heart
katherine : when you sing you make mi happy but after you forget it i not reali happy anymore
angel : nw my heart felt tight.
whn is the time when you felt not really happy whn u heard mi sing?
katherine : follow what your heart wanted because alway had an small voice what it wanted to do and you do it slowly your stubborness will disppear but not complelety becus you are still human
human had feeling
hmm about sec 1 or sec 2
angel : kath..
i suddenly cry
i really
folo
ur advise
i close my eye
and ask my heart
wat u really wan
and i heard..
a weak voice crying out saying i want ppl to be happy..
thn i cry out suddenly..
katherine : then let sing make people happy
angel : so if I everytime sing in order to make ppl happy
thn the stubborness
will slowly
fade?
and my emotional
will be back?
katherine : yup it might be you missing this piece
angel : last time when you hear my singing what you felt?
bt wat am I suppose to think when I singing to let ppl felt happy through my voice?
katherine : cold although your singing is nice but missing something is like you rather choose beauty den singing.. like almost like iron
angel : coz i really had no confident through my looks .. that y i keep thinking abt it
katherine : follow what your heart wanted i mean think want your heart wanted it will auto de
be confident : 3 no confident can also cause stunbornness
to mi i aso think im fats but it okae becus aslong i had want i reali wan to do.
didn't those k-pop ppl alway said beauty dun matter as long you are talent?
not reali right
even you had talent you might not had your heart
angel : they did say beauty not matter as long as you're talent but it fake.in entertainment world all like forgot singer is the one tat sing not model or whatever
and they just turn to see beauty too
in reality in kpop
both beauty and talent
request.
tat y i been losing confident
coz of my ooks
looks*
how did i really suppose get my heart back..everytime I practice I just felt that
i practice
is like
katherine : what you really want be is singer or k pop singer?
angel : not really practice
kpop singer
katherine : hmmm
angel : tat y it hard..
i lately
been keep
envying ppl
like jia
cher
say
she have talent in
designing
and thn cher kep say mine
nt gd nt gd
katherine : then find an enterment tat accpet not beauty
angel : thn jia say if she dun singer
she stil can be model
katherine : im sure there are one
angel : thn i was like..
u can be who u wan
and I cant be
katherine : i noe it we are human so we still envying
katherine : aiyo
you noe y i just nw asking am i an bad friend?
angel : ya there are some entertainment
tat
dun see beauty
only talent
bt wat i scare is wat if
i no talent and no looks?
katherine : don't worry you had talent you can't see yourself but you are born with one of the talent of singing
angel : kath i nid ask u a thing
u noe there are different
between
skill and talent rite?
katherine : yup
angel : okay than what if the entertainment company listen to my skill instead of talent (potentional) ?
i admit
my skill not good
if they keep listen to my skill
i will keep been reject
shit
my heart
damn pain
katherine : don't think all this
think you can do it
didn' younna or wadever is spell la
try for 10 year or 5 year?
but she nvr giv up?
angel : younha
ya
tat how she become my role model
katherine : so tat y if you fail keep on try just like tat
untill tat your small voice reali happy alrdy
angel : ya you're right
i heard
my small voice talking to mi
i felt that i very guilty toward tat small voice
i had forgotten abt her
for sometime
nw i noe hw to talk to her
by really asking my heart
i ask her you want to let ppl happy rite and she reply mi yeap with a really innocent voice
thn i rbm
tat the real mi
katherine : haha
angel : 5 year ago
the real innocent mi
tat think abt nth
just to sing
for making ppl
happy
bt i really nid to talk to her more
coz..
i even talk to her
my emotional is back
and my reason is back
i still cant feel my hearts
i been busily
with my life
that hold no happiness
is tat y my hearts..
become like tat
katherine : by the way hor even your parent scold you just let go or else listen to your heart it wan t to do
but hor dun do silly thing hor
XD
angel : thn
trying
to understand
how in earth
cn i get
my heart back
got one time
before i audition
i keep
trying to get emotional
and i thn i tired of it coz i kep trying cnt get it
thn i just normal
sing
thn i notice
it had more emotional
thn it has
whn i
trying it
katherine : the more you try the more you wont get
tat y relex it will auto come out
as long you had your reason
angel : i suddenly think till ying ying ur frx
her word
that my jon to make thm happy that why im a clown
job*
i like her word
her innocent word
and i suddenly understsand
that .... while you making other happy,you must ownself know what you doing,and enjoy it.
katherine : yup
angel : LOL! !
anyway
y u just now ask
will u a bad friend
katherine : oh becus ... im loney T^T ...i feel like no one notice mi even you ... then i alone den i ask you all tat if im an bad friend untill u all like no feeling like im not ur best frx like tis
okae nid sleep liao bb rmb dun forget ur heart hor
angel : no one notice u
wat u mean by that?
actully best friend is just a word.what most important in friendship
is also
hearts
don't forgot that too
friendshi
can't be
say easily
by just
word
katherine : ya i noe but i feel like every one forget about mi no talk or less talk like den talk more with other
i go left out O,o
angel : LOL! that time I no chat with other.I recording.
katherine : oo
XD
don worry i nw opkae liao
XD
angel : LOL!!
sure?
if not okay must say out
kath next time I record I let you hear to see I got sing with my heart a not okay?
I need other help too
katherine : don worry im okae liao :3 after drinking soft drink XD
okae sure
XD
angel : hahas soft drink XD
katherine : okae nid off liao
angel : okay bb
katherine : befor father come out from bathe
angel : k
bye =D
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What was your favorite toy to play with as a...
Hello Kitty and brabie doll =X
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Tired of Unfairness and Accusations?
Ya..That what mostly cause me to be angry or bad mood about
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Name one time that you had the craziest fun time
When with my friend playing around when we all are hyper =D
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If you were about to say out your feelings, How...
I very less express my feeling..So I not so sure.Unless wait till my feeling is really can’t take it I will just cry out and say out loud.If not I will use singing out a song when THAT person I want to express to not there.In short word I won’t express my feeling to people no matter what the problem is.
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When you cant sleep, What will you do?
Just keep laying on the bed telling myself in my mind saying “Liqin..Liqin..Go to sleep!” Just keep laying there until I fall asleep =D
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Name 3 things you adore most about yourself =D
Emmm..To be honest there no one thing I adore about myself.But If really need say three than I will choose 1)My character of been not giving up easily 2)My eye smile 3)My hand.
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Name 3 of your friends who inspired you.
Katherine (In a way she always believe she can do it even if it seem impossible to other) , geokteng (Her cheerfulness in life and always looking at the bright side) and the last but not least is miaoling my best friend in primary school (She teach me as time goes by,thing will be better with her everytime having a huge bright smile hang on her face)
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If you have 3 wishes, what will you wish for?
Become a trainee in any one of the entertainment company,Grow taller and improve on sing and dance.
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If you were to stuck in the middle of nowhere.....
Katherine.There NOTHING I can’t tell her about.
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Do you always make sure that you give in your all...
Yes.I always make sure I give in my all to singing and dancing which is important to me.I did felt I haven’t give in fully but I not so sure yet.But my faithfulness toward this two will never change.
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Name 4 people who actually made you cry in your...
My grandpa (when he die) , Singer! Coz I envy them hahas XD , my dad (when he hit me) and katherine (when we will chatting about our imperfect place)
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name one thing any of your friends ever done to...
Chat with me.By chatting with me already make my day but what really make my day is by playing with me =D
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Whats your motto in life
Life doesn’t go the way you want,but if you work hard,it will end well
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What kind of person is Ideal to be your True...
Someone that is understanding when I can’t made it for going out without been angry.Someone that will keep silent on phone while I am crying or saying out my feeling.Mostly is someone that is understanding,patient,honest and faithful to our friendship bond =D
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What's the most unselfish thing you've ever done?
Emmm..Letting my 4 best friend the guy that I once like.=D I think so..But he don’t know about it coz I never tell him my feeling.Smart me =D
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If you won a $1,000 shopping spree for any store,...
TheFaceShop~~ I love the make-up products there~Their mask is great too =D
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What was the best advice you've ever received?
Don’t get angry at people coz when you looks back after a while you’ll find it unless for angrying - geokteng (I find it really true..Everytime I looks back I will find it unless for showing anger on that person)
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What kind of people do you appreciate?
Those type of people that know when to be honest and when not to be.I appreciate those people that is sensitive so they can know their friend mood is what and decided whether to be honest at that timing a not.=D
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what makes you annoyed?
When people tell me thing I don’t know in front of MANY people.That made me really looks stupid and made me want to find a hole and go to that hole to hit.
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What makes you happy from a bad mood?
When my friend talk to me with a huge smile on his or her face and if I cold respond they will keep talk to me than I will auto become good mood =D
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How would you describe your personality?
Out-going,easy-going,humors,4D (will change mood very fast = moody and will talk to myself mostly to get hold of myself) and playful =P I love to tease and prank people!
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How will you react if you noticed that your...
Hmm..Normal O.o Coz this body thing is a thing that can’t be control.It might be my body size is small that made it looks big or other thing.So ya some oversea people love to have big butt but asian like it to be small so it all depend on that person =D
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i need braces for my lower jaw.. How about yours?
I need braces for my upper teeth T.T Who can give me money to go for it?~
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do you like your current shape of your waist?
No..I want it to be 20 inch =D Right now is noly 22.8 inch.
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Do you get angry when your parents wake you up...
Last time I did throw temper but now,in order to get use to it in the future when I become adults.I just get use to it and did not get angry but sometime I did throw temper if I’m really tired.
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What do you like to do in your daily life?
Sing and dance!~
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What was your favorite book as a child?
To be honest,when I was young as a child..I did not read any books at all.It when I slowly grow up into teenager,than I start to love reading books =D
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Sneakers or sandals?
Sneaker!! High top sneaker is the best in all shoe! Oh I’m weird?For a girl to prefer high top sneaker over high heel =P
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You like things annoying?
Annoying hmmm..Ya some kinda coz it cute for an object.But if a person,hmm it depend on who the person is =D
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What would your dream job look like?
Been stand on stage singing and dancing with a few member for other.To made those seeing find hope and be happy.I want to be a role model to other too.Will be able to made lots of friend too and have fun and be serious at the same time.And that dream seem like a job that singer have =D
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Who's the most talented person you know?
Geokteng =D
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Who inspires you the most?
SNSD and go younha
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