It’s hard to follow our heart when there’s another voice in our head.Different voice,we’re confuse which to listen to.
“Life is never the same without you in my life.”
Credit of Picture and Word @ Angel_SLQ
“Always writing letter for you everyday,yet not been able to give you.” - Angel
| Friend 1 : | Wow..Someone looking into mirror huh? |
| Friend 2 : | You have big boobs! |
| Friend 1 : | Shortie. |
| Friend 3 : | You have a huge nose for your face! |
| Me : | ............... *Pretend to take it as a joke even I know it's a facts* |
| Me : | *Thinking* "If you think that it's fun to tease or point out other people flaw than may I point out your flaw too?" |
| Me : | *Like....A scene of me teasing them back flash in my mind* "Hey! Small boobs! Hey,pimple face! Hey,fatass!" |
| Me : | *Talking to myself* "Will they be happy?No right?Than for what they say that to other people?If you don't want others to laugh about your flaw than stop laughing at others." |
There’s time when I will ask myself , “Who are you?”
The answers I get is just a silent.
I don’t even know what feeling I’m having most time,I don’t even know myself well.Even I’m myself,I don’t open up to even myself. Let alone,others.I keep my feeling to myself,till others can’t even know what I’m really thinking and feeling inside me.
As myself,I’m a confuse kids.I don’t know how I felt,I don’t know what I’m going to do,I don’t even know what I want.
I hate the facts that I can’t even open up to myself,there’s always another voice in my mind. A voice that belong to my stubborn side.
I guess I can’t express my feeling to anyone.Not even to myself,how is it possible there will be a magical person that can make me talk about my feeling. I’m in my own world,no one can enter this world.You can only stand at the doorway,no entering my world that only have me.Not even my close friend or my family,not even myself.